AH!!! Back again! You never know how much something means until it is gone! The internet is my one place that I get all my information anymore. No TV except when watching movies (which John has a lot of...) and when Battlestar is on... Damn I am a geek, leader of geeks actually. But who knows.

Life is fucking amazing. I am into my new place ($1300 lighter mind you) and all the better for it, only 5 block from work and twice the size of my place with Elle. I am loving spending as much time as I have been with my Cousin and roommate. Seems like I never knew I wanted a brother till I had one...

Love fucking blows btw, just as soon as I say fuck it all it sneaks up on me and takles me to the ground... I feel as if I am standing on the precipice of a huge cavern, toes hangin over, and I know that the only option at this point is to quit bitching and take the plunge. But Fuckoff, really, I mean I don't want any of that shit right now, I was almost to the point of being happy with myself, why do I have to go through this right now? I mean if I had a little more time under my belt I might feel better about everything but the fact is I don't. I have this gut feeling that I am going to be hurt either way I take it so I might as well enjoy the frightening ride...

Fuck it. Really, it seems that I can ramble about the most pointless shit and put it out there for you to see. whoever you is... My photography is frustrating. I can't figure out which direction I want to take most of my shit. I like the abstract, but my communication is not as igh as I need it to be. I don't have the equipment I want, therefore I don't want to use the equipment I have. I mean really man, I need to quit bitching and get out there...
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